Dear almost dead journal:

Today I am just a happy camper. It is some thing that I really cannot explain. But I have to say
that I feel really good. I hugged my mom for the first time in a really long time. Well since I've really
'meant' it. I had fun babysitting and I was just happy. I was smiling a lot and I was just a happy go lucky little girl.
Sher I feel like watching yaoi but eh. It's love right? Haha. So what's wrong with it? Eh nothing at all. I like it haha.
Guys should make-up more offten it really does a body some good. Ferserious! No lies haha. I kiss girls come on!!!!!!!
I'm just a happy child. I'm not even sure what to write? But I really felt like it. Maybe so I don't forget this day ever happened
and when people come up to ask me, "Remember that day you were just SO happy and stuff"."No I have no idea wtf you are talking about".
PROOF!!! This is total proof haha.So what I'm lame as all heck! Who cares are you really going to eat me? No I do not think so of the slightest
little bit. So hah. Mission accompished. I'm feeling bouncy right this very moment. pickles? And pie! Woah that's like totally gross-atious.
Ferserious, indeed, yo. =/. Good lord I love talking to Will. He is totally an amazing dude! I feel like he totally gets me he's like the other
brother I've always wanted but never really had until now. :D. But pshyea. I live yoyr hair. Who does your hair? I wanna go there!
I do. Really I do. So fxcking get to talking and tell me! Just kidding. Scotty Vanity is like my uber hero of like ferever of all time!
I'm not really that happy with any other boy but Will. And of course Ben. But chyea. I haven't talked to him for about... 16 days. Yeap so
I totally miss Benjamin. He's just totally stellar` as can be! Hehe. Sweetest of heart. And totally listens to me! I love guys who do that.
[And he's totally a major cutie ;) hehe]. With really nice hair. But ANY way... Chyea. But eh who cares? I need to learn not to at all. So bleh.
I want to eat your ugly pig man whore face. You know why? Because I own it. Fersher. Ferever and always. Till the END of time. Death do I part.

+Chloe'

Current Location: On my couch.
Current Mood: bouncy

Dear Annoying Online Journal:

Yesterday I got up at 7:40AM to go over to Sierra's house, and make it there by 8:00AM.
I got all ready and what not and it was grand and merry.
But when I gt to her house at exactly 8:00AM. She was still alseep? I was like what the bloddy hell!
But it's alright I suppose. I mean what was I going to do? go into the back yard and knock on her window?
No I wasn't going to go that deep into getting inside of her house. It twas actually just fine I guess?
But any way after no one answered the door I walked back to the car and mommy took me to work.
So in the car I called Sierra's phone and I just left a message.
"Sierra it's Chloe' no one answered the door so I'd thought I'd leave a message. Call me back. Bye".
Then at about 8:34AM Sierra' mom calls my cell phone. She appologized that no one was awake
to answer the door, and that she would get Sierra up and drink some coffee then when she's done to come and get me.
So at 9:05AM Sierra and her mom drove to my mom's office in Twin and came and got me, then I was at Sierra's.
For the day we barly did any thing attall.  But a little while later Sierra's mom drove to the bank then drove us
to Mcdonald's, because Sierra wanted to, Then drove us back home so we could eat our food.
A little while after her mom left Sierra got all of her movies from her room for me to pick from.
We like were so bored we wanted to just watch a movie till her mom came back to get us.
So I chose The Panic Room. Which I had never seen before so I was like yea ok cool some ppl Die.
So we watched it and it's just a really good movie. But the bad thing is that it ends retarded!
It made no sense! So we were just like... WTF! Because it was just stupid and made Sierra very angry.
But what ever haha lol. Then her mom came and got us and took us to the shop. Yea we had fun there too.
Haha. But she and I always have fun no matter where we are or where we go. But any ways on the way
back to the house. And while I was in the car I stuck my head out of the window like a little or big dog would.
My hair got so much action it was exactly like sexx hair hahahaha. Twas very nice hehehe. I thought about keeping it.
But nah. Haha. Then later on Sierra's mom's friend came over with her son and daugher Alyssa. Who is also Sierra's friend.
So we got bored and went into her dads band room and decided to just have a little bit of a band practice.
It was very good funn hahaha. I was trying to growl and scream as much as I could but I sund way too much like a little girl.
Haha. So that went down hill. We took some pics though. Hehe. Nice and totally great. Lol. I love Sierra, she is my Pookie Bear.

Well I'm bored of writng and I'm pretty sure I'm a boring writer. You should see what
I normally wriete in my own journal at home. Not much better I can tell you that now.
Tata. Bye bye. Domo Arigato. [Not Mr.Roboto].
-Chloe'

Tags: band practice, panic room, sierra
Current Location: Sitting on my bed
Current Mood: chipper

Today was the swim party for my school. The kids who didn't get to go or were
unable to go had to stay at school and stay with Mrs.Fogelsong and do inventroy
and when they are done they have to go out side and pull weeds and pick up
garbage in the halls and out side. It kind of really sucks so I decided to ask my mom
if she'd just call me in sick so I wouldn't have to go and be unhappy all day long
while other people got to go and have fun with out me. Oh well I'm very pretty
sure that I wasn't able to go or did go last year. So what ever. Well any way today
I just staid home, chilled, messed around with my myspace, took a shower, and
did my laundry. Yeap was pretty exciting. In a not really kind of way at all.
But any ways tomorrow is thee last day that I have to spend at school till August
comes around and the fair begins and then school starts up again and it's a whole
new crowd of 'younger' kids. I'm going to be in 8th grade next year. Which means
that my grade will be the oldest in the whole middle school. We do it different.
We onl go to 8th grade and we spend 4-5 years in Elementry, 3 years in middle
school, and last but not least 4 years in high school. So yea when I get to highschool
it's just seriously going to suck ass. Cus it will be all new people and there will be
no one else that looks like me. At all. Well every year we always get a crap load
of new kids so maybe in the mess of all of those kids there will be one like me,
Well yesterday Georden Deshields asked me out. I said yes of course cus I've
kind of liked him for some time now. But I'm almost 100% sure that he will break
up with me in the next week or few days. Just because I'm prude. It can't be helped
though. Oh well. Well I love him. In a very weird way. But sure enough I do. I hugged
him yesterday and when I touched him I felt kind of strange. But I kind of liked it
too. I don't know. I want him just to like me like me. Not just want some ass. Tanner
said to Sierra that he acctually does like me. But he wants ass too. Oi. I need help.
Or a shy boy who just wants to hod me and kiss me and tells me he loves me and
will never get sick of me no matter what. But yea only in my dreams right. Every girl
wants the perfect boy. Which is the boy she has written down or memorized in her
mind what he will look like, act like, and know when to ask the right questions at
the right time. But I've found out that there really is no boy like the boy every girl
has always wanted. They either get the bad boys or they get the cute boys who
are not wanting to screw you. And believe me I'd take the cute boys. Not the bad
boys. I'm just scared that's all? I'm not a slut and I don't want to do it with just any
guy in the whole entire world. No. I want to do it with the boy I love with all my heart
and the one who loves me with all his heart. I don't know. I'm sure he's out there.
Writing in his online journal thinking about me. Like I'm thinking of him. Even though
we have never met online dreamer boy. I know you're out there looking and writing
about me too.
-Chloe'

Tags: online dreamer boys
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Lip Gloss&Black

Online Journal:


Like last Halloween me and sierra were watching this really weird stupid
show and it was called pumpkin head....?....I know weird tital right well I guess that it was
one of the most scariest movies of my parents time...(so you gotta know that the movie "IT"
is way more scarier...plus it has a clown ok and every one knows that clowns are the devil and
want to steal your soul...so pretty much their're jus like elmo...you think their're cool and stuff
and...and they do tricks so it makes them seem like they wanna just be really good friends and
have tea at your house or rent a frickin movie but then...after a while they start too...well...you
know...change a little bit...like their hair is more orage than red like it was yesterday and you
know that that's bad when they haven't left the house in over 43 hours...and then...then they start
talkin to their gold fish(the name might be dorthy...you never know...?)and then they start laughing
like...like it seems that there's no end in sight till finnally they....eat your shoe shave your cat and
make prank phone calls on your house phone...it's a really scarry thing and a really scary world
we live in so just remember my words...never trust anyone...and I mean...anyone with a red nose
red fur red hair painted on face and weir'd puppet that talks to his pet fish...OK...these are the things
you must see on a person...(or any thing for that matter)...before you really decide to trust them.....

.:*~HAVE A GOOD DAY~*:.
-Chloe'

Tags: clowns, elmo, scared
Current Location: in my closet
Current Mood: scared